Thoughts..

When days remain the same from a.m to p.m , thoughts make me feel a tiny bit different everyday. Thank God they keep changing. Thoughts helps in moving ahead in life but some of them might even take life out of you. I would love being someone's first thought when they need help but would hate being someone's last thought or hope . This being one of my most feared thoughts. I would hate being someone's last hope and then end up not being able to help them in a way they want me to. These moments of truth brings out the just-human-ish true image which is wrapped around a superhero image we have of us.
There are few thoughts which found its comfortable space in my tangled thread of thoughts . What if there is no tomorrow to fix all the problems that I have kept to resolve later on? .....What if I don't get to go places I have always wanted to ?. What if I don't get to meet people I wanted to meet someday?. What if I dont get to do things I have always dreamed of doing? .These almost rhyme-d thoughts  keeps me awake for few minutes some nights...Just for few minutes ..then music or sound of movies gives me space to keep these thoughts outside before I enter in their magical world and then to my own magical world of dreams. The transition is beautiful , just the beginning is a bit too real and hence difficult to handle. Thoughts.. they are a part of you .If they move away from your control , they might even leave you forever. Keep them close..

Thinking out loud-ingly,
An.